Beside Her

 

Another cascade opens to reveal my fate

I try so hard but I can’t escape

With golden chains locked from star to star

While she has her hold on my deepest scar

 

When I lay beside her

I lay beside my hell

As she keeps her fingers wrapped in my spell

I hate these days that tell me she exists

But I know I can’t resist

 

I eat these lies I tell to myself

Disillusioned in my happiness of hell

I’m tortured in her remaining scent

I thought she was heaven sent

I try to break these chains that keep me weak

But I can’t let go how she used to speak

 

When I lay beside her

I lay beside my hell

As she keeps her fingers wrapped in her spell

I hate these days that tell me she exists

But I know I can’t resist

When I lay beside her

I lay beside my hell

As I enter into her cell

I hate these days that tell me she exists

But I know I can’t resist

When I lay beside her

I lay beside my hell

As she keeps her fingers wrapped in my spell

 

I envision as I once seen her filled

But I can’t stop this pain that’s being spilled

Every night I pray to forgive my sins

But I watch myself lay right down again

 

When I lay beside her

I lay beside my hell

As she keeps her fingers wrapped in her spell

I hate these days that tell me she exists

But I know I can’t resist

When I lay beside her

I lay beside my hell

As I enter into her cell

 

 

 

 

 

Casted Tear

 

I cast my tear

To capture anew

Come inside there is only you

Time calls me back

To the echoes of our tears

My eyes will sleep

While I stretch from sea to sea

As long as I bleed and cry

In this casted tear

I am alive

 

Is there a place

Where I can find my life

In these days I try to memorize

Is there hope for change

As I push you all away

I push you all away

I can’t see anything

But I can feel everything

 

In this broken thorn

Blood drips to keep me alive

In this kiss I revive

Passion blooms

Where tears once fell

As long as I bleed and cry

In this casted tear

I am alive

 

Is there a place

Where I can find my life

In these days I try to memorize

Is there hope for change

As I push you all away

I push you all away

I can’t see anything

But I can feel everything

 

 

 

 

 

Empty Spaces

 

Slaves of change

Slaves of habit

Slaves of change

Slaves of habit

With no face

That will come back to me

They follow me

They follow me

They follow me

They fall on me

 

I have no recollection

All these times I pass through

In empty spaces

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

 

All these times I pass through

In empty spaces

All these times I pass through

In empty spaces

In a dual reality

They all come back to me

They follow me

 

I have no recollection

All these times I pass through

In empty spaces

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

 

In a dual reality

They all come back to me

In empty spaces

They all come back to me

They follow me

They follow me

 

I have no recollection

All these times I pass through

In empty spaces

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

 

In a dual reality

They all come back to me

 

In empty spaces

 

I have no recollection

All these times I pass through

In empty spaces

It’s all inside me

It’s all inside me

In empty spaces

 

 

 

 

 

Still

 

I try to instill

To find what is unreal

When I awake

When I intake

What remains still

When I move

I find

What’s left from you

 

I inject   (I Infect)

These images of you

I inject   (I infect)

These eyes I once knew

 

When I fall through

These nights

I once knew

If I awake

If I intake

What remains still

In these depths I flew

To find

I'm not far from you

 

I inject   (I Infect)

These images of you

I inject   (I infect)

These eyes I once knew

 

As I inject (I infect)

As I infect (I inject)

These images of you

As I inject (I infect)

As I infect (I inject)

These eyes I once knew

As I inject (I infect)

As I infect (I inject)

These images of you

As I Infect (I inject)

As I inject (I infect)

These eyes I once knew

 

 

 

 

 

Flowers Fall Asleep

 

I see you

Coming next to me

You're lost

Lost in time

The end is near

Flowers fall asleep

 

Another day awakes

You're not here

I'm lost without you

 

My heart is gone

Fear is here

I'm lost without you

 

Your lips are closed

Your eyes are gone

 

Your lips are closed

Your eyes are gone

 

I see you

Coming next to me

You're lost

Lost in time

The end is near

Flowers fall asleep

 

Why are you so cold

I want to hear your voice

The nights we shared

Melting in the moon

Your eyes

Used to shine

 

Immaculate dreams

Away

Away

Away

 

I see you

Coming next to me

You're lost

Lost in time

 

I see you

Coming next to me

You're lost

Lost in time

The end is near

Flowers fall asleep

The end is near

Flowers fall asleep

 

I see you

Coming next to me

You're lost

Lost in time

The end is near

Flowers fall asleep

The end is near

Flowers fall asleep

The end is near

Flowers fall asleep

 

I see you

Coming next to me

You're lost

Lost in time

The end is near

Flowers fall asleep

 

 

 

 

 

Stained Pride

 

In this life of vice

Can you plug me in?

Enter the womb to start

Enter the womb to begin

In this life of vice

Can you plug me in?

Sexless skin

When we spin

When we spin

When we spin

When we spin

Tell these lies

Sexless skin

When we spin

When we spin

When we spin

When we spin

When we spin

 

Stained Pride

I keep you by my side

Blocked to hold

Hollow thrill

Ghost roads

Moonlight killed

Stained Pride

I keep you by my side

Blocked to hold

Hollow thrill

Ghost roads

Moonlight killed

Stained pride

I keep you by my side

Fuck to hold

Fuck to peel

Summer pain

Sunlight spilled

 

Blink to open

Taking the air underground

We are chased

We are chosen

Walk above and touch me

I'm leaking through

Angel’s eyes bleed

Immortals suffer

Hold this flower

Set me free

Set me free

One touch

One touch

One touch

One touch

Float to breathe

One last touch to conceive

 

Stained Pride

I keep you by my side

Blocked to hold

Hollow thrill

Ghost roads

Moonlight killed

Stained Pride

I keep you by my side

Blocked to hold

Hollow thrill

Ghost roads

Moonlight killed

Stained pride

I keep you by my side

Fuck to hold

Fuck to peel

Summer pain

Sunlight spilled

 

Reflections fly

Capture to lift

Dripping down

Drip by drip

This last breath we sip

Looking around

Not her eyes

Not her eyes

Not her eyes

Not her eyes

Corpse streets

Dissolving as I fall

I can smell you from here

This last touch to smear

This last touch to smear

 

Stained Pride

I keep you by my side

Blocked to hold

Hollow thrill

Ghost roads

Moonlight killed

Stained Pride

I keep you by my side

Blocked to hold

Hollow thrill

Ghost roads

Moonlight killed

Stained pride

I keep you by my side

Fuck to hold

Fuck to peel

Summer pain

Sunlight spilled

 

 

 

 

 

Go

 

All these dreams have been

Taken away from me

Trapping the air so I

Can no longer breathe

Give me the answers to

What I need to know

As I let this all

Go

 

All these dreams have been

Taken away from me

I close my eyes to see

What’s beneath me

Taking away my skin

Screaming from within

Closing while I seep

How far is too deep

 

I have no disguise

I have no place to hide

I am the answer to this disease

I bleed out this creed

I take all that you feed

I have no control

While I fill this hole

 

I have them sleeping

Next to me

In my self-release

Breaking piece by piece

 

All these dreams have been

Taken away from me

Trapping the air so I

Can no longer breathe

Give me the answers to

What I need to know

As I let this all

Go

 

 

 

 

 

Higher

 

Whims of disaster

Inhaled in the soul

Breaching another gift of gold

Victories astound the blind and confused

Bemused in greed and left unused

Love pulls and stretches to escape

Enriched in blue heavens eternal fate

Isles of limbs take up the space

Souls brightened, diminished and decayed

 

Beyond the seeming confines of the space

Made for the soul to wander in and trace

Made to wander in and trace

Shed no tear

O shed no tear

While I take you to another height

Pleasure that will lift you

Higher

Higher

Higher

Higher

 

There is no meaning with death eyes closed

As the fathom begins to exist

Intimate lovers locked in their twist

Lids wide open

Silent and unarmed

Fire burning the spirit to see

Unease the heart of disease

 

Thoughts evoking the trailing of new lands

Journeys beyond the gasp of air

Flesh bound growing

Hearts in despair

Voices calling

Voices calling

 

Put your head on her breast

This is the human shore

Deceased in this world or alive

Blood drips from the eyes

Of those who can feel their own cries

 

Beyond the seeming confines of the space

Made for the soul to wander in and trace

Made to wander in and trace

Shed no tear

O shed no tear

While I take you to another height

Pleasure that will lift you

Higher

 

 

 

 

 

Unaltered

 

We found our home

Out alone and pulling so soon

 

That’s when it all begins to shake

Lost in a trance and lifted so soon

Nights fall past the river of hope

Slowly I tremble as moonlight forsakes

 

I just can’t go

Forget my life as it drifts away

The sun strikes my eyes

To make me refuse

 

I just can’t go

I dreamt of this place a moment too soon

There is another life that awaits

Lost in a rush

Confusion of faith

Tears of disaster as I sip away

Nothing can stop me, as I'm here to stay

 

I just can’t go

The moments too soon to enter the moon

Her perfume entraps me as I live my bloom

 

We found our home

Out alone and pulling so soon

 

We found our home

Out alone and pulling so soon

 

We found our home

Out alone and pulling so soon

 

We found our home

Out alone and pulling so soon

 

We found our home

Out alone and pulling so soon